Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Darren Michael

So Baby Boy #3 (Roomba or sleepyhead....his nickname may change as his personality develops) is now part of our family...the birth was good...about as stressful as my last post would have led you to believe it would be...but overall a happy, tiring, amazing, empowering, embarrassing, peaceful, hysterical kind of life changing event.

I WAS scared I was going to die. Don't know why, but time to admit to myself that I was. I know that that feeling was blocking me during my hypnosis practice. But I also can look back now and feel proud of all that I "accomplished" in his birthing time and honestly and truly say, I would do it all again in a heartbeat. I still love being pregnant and having a natural birth. And I am so in love with Darren. He is just a dream baby...has been since Day 1.

The move...yeah, that update will have to come later. That and the house one. But for now...some words to chew on in the next post

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